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Sunday, February 27th, 2005
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9:36 pm
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| Monday, March 15th, 2004
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6:03 pm
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| Friday, June 13th, 2003
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2:41 am - no sorrow, no guilt, no sympathy
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We live in a world where we struggle for survival. We see the future, but not sure if we'll make it. Hunger, aggravation, tears... The yelling, the screaming, the anger, the nightmares don't help. We strive to keep ourselves going day after day, hoping for the best; tomorrow is a path to a fresh start. Is that necessarily true? Unstable, lack of confidence… Having some trouble understanding, following? Good… congratulation, if you follow!
current mood:  crappy
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| Friday, April 11th, 2003
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9:35 am - No clue
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Bleh just felt like writing…
Stupid as this may seem,
It’s time to open the pretty eyes.
Stop the dreams
Hear the cries
Feel the pain
This is our trend
Hold yourself back; restrain.
Listen to your friend.
The truth is a form of therapy!
Although you may oppose,
Be happy,
You have just learned more about yourself! Dispose.
Friends are full of disagreements,
They will talk behind your back every so once in a while
Go on continue on those arguments,
But remember fights start off with the thought a perfect life style.
Meaning you don’t want to admit you are mistakes.
Don’t be reluctant,
Have some incentives
Try to understand each other,
Put yourselves in each other shoes,
It may become clearer to understand what they’re getting at.
current mood:  bored
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(HaVe SoMeTHiNG To SaY?)
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| Friday, November 29th, 2002
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5:01 pm - Warning spelling error
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Does it neccessarily mean that good things will always make you happy, is it true that if you find something that makes you happy, will it always be true. The questions we start asking ourselves these day makes you wonder what's more important in life and how to set our priority.
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| Wednesday, October 16th, 2002
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4:13 pm - Lost
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Here I am lost, uncertain and confused about everything. I no long know what I want, want to be, want my future to be. Sometimes I ask what's the point of setting goals.
current mood: impossible
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(2 PPLe'S BRaiN BuSTeRs | HaVe SoMeTHiNG To SaY?)
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| Tuesday, August 13th, 2002
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10:08 am
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If you caught your best friend doing something that you know is wrong (hoping you wouldn’t notice), what do you do and what do you say? Do you go and tell other people or do you keep it to yourself? Do you say something to her and tell her how you feel? Your mind spins while your consciences are telling what to do. She’s your best friend but you're mad, hurt and deceived from what you saw. If you caught your boyfriend doing something wrong (hoping you wouldn’t notice), what do you do and what do you say? Do you go and tell other people or keep it to yourself? Your mind spins while your consciences are telling what to do. What should you do what should you do? You love him but you're mad, hurt and deceived from what you saw. If you caught one of your siblings doing something wrong (hoping you wouldn’t notice), what do you do and what do you say? Do you go and tell other people or keep it to yourself? Your mind spins while your consciences are telling what to do. What should you do what should you do? You love them but you're mad, hurt and deceived from what you saw.
current mood:  pessimistic
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| Thursday, August 1st, 2002
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8:23 am
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Well here I am and I have no reason to update at the moment, but since it has been a while I took the initiative to write an entry where I can rant on and on... For some stupid reason I got up at 8 to find no one was around to talk to. My mom woke me up this morning, which is completely fine because I constantly got up 2-4 times every hour on the clock. I realized that if I were to go back to sleep, I would get no where, where as I would be better off getting up and doing something. I guess the reason for this is that I have gotten to the point where I kept drinking and eating dairy products. I ‘ve learned my lesson but on the other hand, the sunburn from that party made even more difficult to lie down. Aside from all of this, working with Cait, Sarah, Karina and Sarah is fun. I’m working today from 12-4, which I’m reluctant to do, only because I don’t feel good. Normally I’m enthusiastic to get a head start, but I guess today will be rather slow. To my luck I might miss the 127, which is all good, walking will do. I guess this is all I have to rant about.
current mood:  nostalgic
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| Sunday, June 23rd, 2002
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12:08 pm
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| Sunday, June 16th, 2002
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4:14 am - :)
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| Friday, May 10th, 2002
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3:01 am - nightmares...
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| Friday, May 3rd, 2002
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1:42 pm - I'm at school...
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| Wednesday, May 1st, 2002
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10:50 pm
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I dunno why I'm updating but I just felt like it. I did something to my elbow, but I can't seem to remember what I did. My mom's going to make me wait for a while just to see if things will get better. On the other hand those crushes things, girls if you get them from me it's because I'm guessing you guys played a trick on me, it's not my fault but we all seem to play tricks on each other all the time. BaH my rigth hear just went deaf...
current mood: pensive
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| Sunday, April 14th, 2002
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8:37 pm - Spring's here but ewwww....
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Here’s an ironic scenario:
Since today was a nice day, I decided to go out and play some basketball with my lil bro. You would be amazed how the court is set up. There's a wood surrounding three corners and two sides have it’s own path. My gosh after breaking the rules over the winter, we were left with doggy litter all over the place. After a few days of rain, it finally washed everything away. The court's clean, but the wood’s full of puddles so whenever the ball bounces off the back board, the balls end up going right into the puddle and we end up getting dirty. Anyways this is not my point. While all the kids were on the other side court (including my lil brother), I was left shooting hoops and bouncing the ball. All of a sudden I hear “Oh… yes yes yes!!” At first I thought I was just hearing things, because people don’t normally walk through that side since there’s no path, but after hearing it a few times, I realize that I wasn’t hallucinating. I’m there bouncing the ball pretending that I didn’t hear that, then I came to realized that some guy was masturbating. I’m thinking why would some guy do that… it’s ironic that some guy would do that near a basketball court but it really happened.
current mood:  shocked
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| Tuesday, April 2nd, 2002
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12:31 am
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| Sunday, March 31st, 2002
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7:43 pm
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3:48 pm
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| Wednesday, March 6th, 2002
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1:01 am - Subliminal mood
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Bah? the days get longer and much more tedious. What kind of mood am I in? Iunno? complete blank cuz I can?t determine it. I?m a girl who should be old enough to do everything on her own and not depend on anyone? In this case I don?t feel like that at all? This is the first time in my life that I have asked for help but I?m unable to get the help I want. How do I deal with the screwed life I have? I always try to picture myself in a more contented situation, which never happens. So where does that leave me? All by myself? I can only depend on my destiny and myself to lead the way? Life hasn?t gotten any better? I have to admit there?s a big gap and I can?t seem to patch it up? the reason for this is because I have no idea how to? I missed a step in life and I don?t know what that step is? I want to make up for it, but I can?t as you can see. No one knows me well enough to actually find the answers to my question? that?s why the only thing I want to do at the moment is hide in a bottle and never come up till the time is right?
current mood:  confused
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| Monday, February 25th, 2002
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4:31 am - Olympics are over:(
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Well Olympics are over:(. Appearently Canada did an excellent job. We placed forth overall... we dominate hockey!! OH yeah!!! Sixteen medals is the most amount of medals canada has ever won at the Winter Olympics:)!!!
Other than that nothings new with me like the usual... so I'm off to bed:)
current mood:  giddy
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| Monday, January 14th, 2002
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4:23 pm
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I dunno but I have a weird feeling that I've doing something wrong... Actually I feel like I've screwed up many things... Pple just blab everything in front of my face and leave pretending like it would have no effect on me. I'm sorry, but it would be easier if you guys would tell me why you guys are mad me... I won't get mad but I would feel better if you pple would tell me what I have done wrong instead of biatching at me for something I have no clue what I've done.
current mood:  worried
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